blogging...

I have been blogging since long have quite some posts, but i don't understand the point of any of it its more like a journal to me day to day happenings bla bla. Its about me and things happening or effecting me but people do not want me to include them in it. They do not want their names in it or anything related to them. I had once written some thing bad about this girl and some one read it (oh wait does any one even open this blog because if you do i don't want you to till I am dead at least) and showed it to her. She kept calling me asking me to delete it. I deleted the names but she still kept calling me and asking to delete the whole thing which i did not want to so she started to make her boy friend call me he even landed at my place 2-3 days ago but since he was talking quite politely i said i have deleted it came back upstairs and changed my blog URL.

Why do you want me to delete it its my thoughts and now it did not even have your name so technically it should have had been my intellectual property. But no.

Any ways so i changed the blog url and told em that i deleted the entire blog only. I just did not want to delete that one post. I have been posting her for quite some time now and it is a way for me to let out what i feel. I love this blog but i do hate people reading it well at least right now i wont mind any one reading it after i am dead though.

I feel this blog to be a virtual form of me define me, what i am, what i like, what i dont, what i do, what happened with me, what i would like to do bla bla...

I feel this space to be mine something i can come back to after another some 10 years or so and see what i was like, compare to what i became. As far as deleting a post goes i would still edit it and delete the names but i would never delete a post unless its not finished and has not even been posted. It's something that happened to me something i would like to read or remember later on or something i would like every one to read once i am dead. Think about it, waste time, see what it would have had been like to be me.

PS - I hate that girl to making me change the blog url she is from the post sluts earlier this April which i renamed to hmph.. first thinking if i changed the name of the post the link would change but it did not. And yea i guess she wanted me to delete it since she knew she was wrong and not many people like to be pointed out in front of every one.