Chapter 1

I live in a city called Chandigarh. I don't like it that much since it has mostly weird people who want to mold you according to how you would earn more and live a sad life and take out all frustration of your life on your children by trying to make them even more perfect in the case of earning more and more. Money is everything my mom tells me. She could be right and may be even is but what about being happy. They want you to be perfect in every aspect of life. From studies to manners well not sports or music since that won't get you far in life.

You are made to believe that if you get good marks get into a good college and earn good you are respected in society. For some one like me I do not want to do anything with society. Well I do like to hang out with some friends watch a movie, order pizza, go for a rock show but why the fuck should I care what my relatives or neighbors think if I am doing something I wont get much money from.

I do not know any about what I want to do in life or where am I heading. Though doing something by which the though process of every one changes in a good way would be nice. But I have no idea how to get there. I am just a school going kid trying fighue out what is happening around me and what am I doing.

I gave my class 10 board a while back. I got the result a month back. I took admission in a new school for my 11th and 12th a week back, and I had my first day there today. Did not like it as much, did not make any new friends. The school was comparatively smaller than my previous one. Like really really small. The teachers seemed nice for now. Being in a co-ed now was a little different, Being from an all boys school you need to kind of more polite, think before you speak anything stupid and not act like an idiot.

Already being shy and polite I did not think much about that but the time when you are full of rage and just want to break something or someone in pieces and then burn them worried me. Day one was pretty uneventful. I did have some friends from my previous school here so it was not that weird. All periods pass by before the break, break time passes by, the last two periods pass by and while going to the buses something, well actually some one catches my attention.

A girl dressed in casuals. Walking out of the arts section also going towards the buses. Some new student from I just met today ask me if I knew her. I did not. She just kind of seemed perfect in all ways, well at least physically she had not opened her mouth as for now. Well i did not know her why would she talk to me. Were all moving towards the buses and she hops in one. I ask one of the conductors that which one was mine. He pointed out the one in which she just went into.

I thought it was my lucky day but well I did not speak to her. She got off in 18 and I in 19. I come back home waste time watch a movie listen to some music waste some more time and was up almost all night picturing weird situations in my mind with that girl which would never happen. I think I like her, but I had never talked to her. So I didn't know.