Its around 4 30 in the morning and I cant sleep, I have my result in a few hours. My class 12 board result. I am scared the fuck out. The next few years of my life and getting out from chandigarh all depends on my result. I dont even remember how my exams went and all these weird feelings are killing me. I would have had wrote this somewhere else but I dont have a pen. All I want is to get in a college out of chandigarh a decent one so that I can get out of here and well at least here in india I cant be like I dont give a fuck.
I am all tensed up thinking what will happen. While others were dreaming of DU and studying attending tuitions I was busy bunking, wasting time, smoking and all. I dont regret any of that it was all in good fun but if I dont make it I would regret not putting in the required effort during the exams.
My mom just woke up to open the doors in the next room and I had to pretend that I was sleeping I am sick and tired of all this also here. I need to get away. I cant get stuck here in dav 10 or something.
I dont want to be a disappointment I dont want to go all I fucked up my boards and all I dont want to drop a year. I dont know anything. I just realized I use soo many donts in my blogs. This is weird. Hope for the best I do save me?
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